My Letter 4 u

For you in somewhere........

Thank you so much... I am ok... Of course I am not change anything..Its my choise so what ever happened to me I must sincere walk on...So many problems that I have throught it..I get used to it..I beleive that Allah gives the best plan for me..Alhamdulilah I wear hijab for araund 3 years..

I do not want to waste my chance in life for useless.. coz life its too short, right?. Life is like a drama, right ? sometimes laugh, cry and so on.
In life we can not have 100% what ever we want, right?

Its hard for me to reply your messege..You are stubborn..I think you have so many friends, right? So if you lose me its no problem for you..
You know...I can not stop my tears go down..I always surprise that your words can read my mind..Why? its very long time not seeing you...But your words  and you never change its make me so sad..Sometimes I dreamt u hugh me tight..I dont know what mean that ...

I am not angry with you.. I am happy if you happy now..
I am glad  you have someone who love and take care of you...especially you have a baby girl now..
I am sorry I am not keep in touch with you coz I dont want to disturb anything..certainly I am not realy leave you.. You always save in my heart..

Now my focus only how to make my life usefull for my family and many people..Its pleasant to have friend like you.. You are one of my spirits in my life..Thank you..thank you... thank you....



From your friend in Surabaya