When you tell me that you will marry her

Its long time ago.. when you leave me coz you will go abroad and said to me that you will worked at the Ship. I know you just trainee at here.. I think you will worked as cook at that time..

I swear I don't know much about you eventhough we closed..But you know I like you when you here as you like you used to be...God I wish time can turn back..at that time the day that you tell me you will go abroad and said its took 8 months.. I complain with you its too long but you said no dear and you said dont wooried..I am so sad...
Day to day...week to week..month to month..we still keep in touch..until you gave me news that you work at batavia air...what surprise I Iam ?..I am shock and confused...and then you tell me that you ever took school of fly..ah when you tell me that I am happy and sad too.. why? I am happy you have carier but I sad because crossed my mind that you will change and forget me..

Your world different with me.. and there are so many girls beauty and slim around you.
that the lebaran day..when I called you.. and you asked me..have you already married? and with smile and laugh I answer not yet.. and I asked you the same question..you said I am seriously asked you and why you lough.. and you said that you waiting for me..


Afther that I still remember your word that you waiting for me..Yah till the day.. you came to Surabaya and called me and we met at the hotel. You know.. I think you will said that you waiting for me and you will marry me...but you didnt say that...fortunely I can strong and pretend my feeling when you told me had girl friend and going to married her...
You know.. at that time I should cried and show what I am feeling because you have to know..I am so so sad. And I said good bye and you hug me tight and I dont know why my body cant pretend..you confused and dont know what to do..
I think our relationship is broke and finish..tommorrow you call me.. I still confused why you called.. I think its very clear that you reject me..but I heard your voice there and you said damn..what should I said and confused... till know I dont know why you said that...and then you said to me you gave me book "sofie world".. its nice book and same with my name.. thank u so much ya.


This story based on the truth story you and me.and happen long time ago.

From me at Surabaya